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19 March 2030 @ 11:03 pm





I've decided to make my journal semi-friends only.  I'm not locking everything I talk about, but I've recently started posting more personal stuff.  So, it's probably about 80% friends only...


So, in brief....who am I?

Well, I love my fandoms and I love my 'ships. 

Who are my ships?

House: House/Cameron, Wilson/Cuddy
BonesBooth/Brennan, Angela/Hodgins
Buffy: Spike/Buffy, Willow/Tara 
AngelAngel/Cordelia
The X-FilesMulder/Scully
Castle: Castle/Beckett
Star Trek (reboot): Spock/Uhura  
Glee: Kurt/Blaine



I am the head mod at house_cameron  
I am a co-mod over at spock_uhura  

I write fanfic...when I have time and a muse  :)



So...if you wanna be friends, leave a comment here and if I know you, or if I feel like we have common interests, I'll friend back :D


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Author: jlneveloff (daysofsilence at tumblr)
Fandom: Glee
Genre: Drama, Angst, Romance, AU, Future Fic
Characters/Pairings: Kurt/Blaine, Rachel, Santana, Tina, Cooper, Isabelle Wright (with potential plans for others to appear such as Artie, Finn and Burt)
Beta: slwmtiondaylite (tumblr)
Rating: up to NC-17 (each chapter is individually rated)
Spoilers: everything through season 4 is fair game
Warnings: Language, explicit sexual situations, effeminophobia, homophobia, roommates who say offensive things, and the potential for the occasional plot hole...and angst...
Disclaimer: I don't own Glee. Sadly.

Summary: While Kurt still struggled to make it onto Broadway, Blaine followed his brother's footsteps to the silver screen. When Kurt receives an opportunity he didn't expect, he's torn between easy success and where his heart truly lies. Blaine learns the hard way that success in Hollywood can sometimes mean becoming a pawn in the plans of more powerful people and that it can come with an unexpected price...

Chapter Rating: NC-17 for explicit sexual situations
Chapter Word Count: 8913

Previous Chapters

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Chasing All Our Dreams...
Chapter Two


Kurt let out a long relaxed breath. Both he and Blaine were alone. Blissfully alone. No Rachel running through her vocal scales in the background, her voice growing more shrill the higher she went. No Santana yelling at her to keep it quiet, turning up the volume of her own music to drown out Rachel. The only other sounds in the apartment came from the television, where Blaine had turned on a romantic comedy movie.

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Author: jlneveloff (daysofsilence at tumblr)
Fandom: Glee
Genre: Drama, Angst, Romance, AU, Future Fic
Characters/Pairings: Kurt/Blaine, Rachel, Santana, Cooper, Isabelle Wright (with potential plans for others to appear such as Artie, Finn and Burt)
Beta: slwmtiondaylite (tumblr)
Rating: up to NC-17 (each chapter is individually rated)
Spoilers: everything through season 4 is fair game
Warnings: Language, explicit sexual situations, effeminophobia, homophobia, and the potential for the occasional plot hole...and angst...
Disclaimer: I don't own Glee. Sadly.

Summary: While Kurt still struggled to make it onto Broadway, Blaine followed his brother's footsteps to the silver screen. When Kurt receives an opportunity he didn't expect, he's torn between easy success and where his heart truly lies. Blaine learns the hard way that success in Hollywood can sometimes mean becoming a pawn in the plans of more powerful people and that it can come with an unexpected price...

Chapter Rating: PG-13
Chapter Word Count: 8194

AUTHOR'S NOTES: If this story seems vaguely familiar well… there is a reason for that. I had started a story with a title very similar to this (Chasing Our Dreams Leaves Us Breathless) as well as a similar premise/plot between seasons 2 and 3. But I ended up putting it away and haven’t updated it in over a year because I started to get very unhappy with it. I felt as though Blaine was acting out of character and I couldn’t figure out how to fix it without completely rewriting it.
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Chasing All Our Dreams...
Chapter One


Kurt Hummel felt nervous.

He paced the hallway of a small off-Broadway theatre in downtown New York City. He wrung his hands together, fingers squeezing so tight he felt he could dislocate his knuckles if he wasn’t careful. Swallowing the lump in his throat, he attempted to fight off the thousands of butterflies fluttering about his stomach. Kurt wiped his sweat-drenched across his thighs, ignoring that he wore his favorite pair of Marc Jacobs pants. He stopped in front of the main office window.Read more...Collapse )

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jlneveloff
14 November 2011 @ 12:34 am
1. Reply to this post with "SOMETHING WITTY HERE," and I will pick five of your icons.
2. Make a post (including the meme info) and talk about the icons I chose.
3. Other people can then comment to you and make their own posts.
4. This will create a never-ending cycle of icon glee.

danceonstardust picked these ones for me :)



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jlneveloff
Title: Chasing Our Dreams Leaves Us Breathless
Author: jlneveloff
Fandom: Glee
Genre: Drama, Angst, Romance
Characters/Pairings: Kurt/Blaine, background Rachel/Finn
Beta: slwmtiondaylite
Rating: up to NC-17 (this chapter: PG)
Word Count (Prologue): ~1086 (originally 866)
Warnings: Language, explicit sexual situations, homophobia, and the potential for the occasional plot hole...and angst...
Disclaimer: I don't own Glee. Sadly.

Summary: Blaine's dreams begin to come true when he gets the opportunity of a lifetime when a major record label comes knocking on his door but there's a stipulation he didn't expect. How will it affect his relationship with Kurt, whose struggling to make his dreams come true. Klaine future!fic

Written for this prompt over at glee_angst_meme
Title inspired by the song "Breathless" by Darren Hayes.

MASTER LIST

A/N: Rewrite Posted November 2nd; Main Edits: missed grammar mistakes, better paragraphing and phrasing, Better foreshadowing




—Prologue—




Thursday, June 16, 2022


Releasing a soft breath of air through his lips, Blaine Anderson leaned back in the stiff-backed chair he sat in, trying to ignore the eyes of the men and women in the room with him. He lifted a hand and ran it through his hair, gently loosening the gel that held his unruly curls in place, much to the chagrin of the hairdresser to the far left of the room. The second his hand dropped back to his lap, she wandered over to him, comb and hairspray in hand, and set to redoing his hair, ignoring his attempts to avoid her hands.

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jlneveloff
14 May 2011 @ 02:42 am

OMG...I made a mood theme!  It's been a while since I've done so.  And this time it's animated!  OMG!  I have FAR too much free time on my hands apparently.  (someone hire me before i go completely insane!!!)

Title: Mood Theme | Glee: Kurt & Blaine
Fandom: Glee
Spoilers: up to s02 ep 20 "Prom Queen." 
Disclaimer: Glee © Fox Productions 
Warning: there is some boykissing in these...if that bothers you, kindly GTFO.




note: 
the images aren't perfect...I didn't notice until I uploaded them to my own LJ that the transparent corner I was going for didn't exactly make it to all the images despite me doing the exact same thing when I made each one... but *shrug*  I didn't exactly feel like going back through 132 files to see which ones were messed up...so hopefully it doesn't bother people too much? 

The animations are all from season 2...except for one, which is from early season one (sick). And some animations might not exactly fit the mood they're supposed to depict... It's not like you see these kids lying around or anything like that XD I think most of them fit though :)  Who knows, I may end up updating the images once season two officially ends.  Need to see what happens in the next couple of episodes :)


Small Preview:

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Bigger Preview and file download behind cut


 

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jlneveloff
02 May 2011 @ 04:15 pm
Title: Run(a)way
Author: jlneveloff
Fandom: Glee
Genre: Drama, Angst, Romance
Characters/Pairings: Kurt/Blaine, Rachel, Mercedes, and the rest of the New Directions gang. Primary focus is on Kurt and Blaine. There are also appearances by a few OCs.
Beta: slwmtiondaylite
Rating: PG-13
Word Count (chapter): 3273
Warnings: Language, mild adult situations, mentions of drug use, and the potential for the occasional plot hole.
Spoilers: There are mentions of costumes and locations from 2x22 that were seen in the set pictures that leaked but that’s pretty much it…
Disclaimer: I don’t own Glee. If I did, it would probably just be the Kurt & Blaine show…

Summary: Kurt always imagined himself in New York one day, taking the fashion world by storm. As a designer. Not a model. Never a model. But while in NYC for Nationals, a modeling scout tells him he’s got the perfect look. Now he’s torn between taking the opportunity and letting it slip by. Can his relationships survive the distance? Will he lose himself? Klaine, AU

Written for this prompt over at glee_angst_meme Though it make take a bit before the angst kicks in ;)

Author’s Notes: This is the first time I’ve written in a long while, but I was incredibly intrigued by the prompt and just had to give it a shot. This is also the first Glee fic I’ve written. I hope I have good grasp on the characters *crosses fingers*.

There is also a very high possibility of me screwing up the intricacies of the fashion world; I did research as much as I could, but it only goes so far when you’re sitting behind a computer screen in Texas. So if you see mistakes, please let me know. Also the possibility of me screwing up NYC geography remains; I’ve only been there once and it was several years ago; my memory might not be that good, so I’ll try and be vague ;) And I’m using Google Maps as well as the awesome street view shots from Mapquest, for some of it, such as Times Square. If the storefronts have changed since I’ve been there (or when those pictures on Google Maps and Mapquest were taken), let me know and I’ll fix it :) …I really want to go back to NYC someday; I loved it there.

Also…despite what the title implies, Kurt isn’t a runaway. XD



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jlneveloff
22 April 2011 @ 02:57 am

I am not a sap... I'm really not... But, GOD...these two!!   I see a two minute clip and I am a complete puddle of goo......sitting here in my computer with rainbow hearts in my eyes, grinning like a madwoman... OMG...they are SO FREAKING ADORABLE!!!!!!  I rewatched it so many times I lost count....

I heard the songs for the next episode and was in awe of Chris Colfer's rendition of As If We Never Said Goodbye from Sunset Boulevard and honestly, could have survived until Tuesday for the episode as long as I could put that song on endless repeat because OMG, he has NEVER EVER sounded better....and I hear the performance of the song is just as awesome if not better. :O

And I was thrilled when I heard that Chris Colfer had made it into Time Magazine's Top 100 Most Influential People of 2011....and he sold a pilot script to the Disney Channel....  not to mention that he already wrote a screenplay for an independent movie that he will star in and is producing....  I was feeling all kinds of older sisterly feelings of pride     and I don't even know him.....  And he's not even 21 yet O_O  (he's making me feel like a slacker...except in my case the world is working against me....)


Then they had to go and release the clip of the performance of the song Somewhere Only We Know...the goodbye song from Blaine and the Pips Warblers.....and I'm gone....I am ...
 




Here's the video....click if you dare....or not.  I don't care.  I am completely in my blissful Klaine bubble...nothing else can touch me right now...I don't care what people say, I don't care about all the flaws the show has, I don't care how cheesy it can be at times...I freaking love Glee... I freaking LOVE Kurt and Blaine... ^_^
 
 
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jlneveloff
09 April 2011 @ 01:26 am
Look!!  I did some art!!  I painted a picture! :O  It's been well over a year since I've done that so that made me happy! :D

TITLE: Into the Night
Disclaimer: Unfortunately, I own nothing. Paramount, et al. own all. I really wish they would let me borrow Spock for a while though.
Rating:  PG or PG-13?
Warnings: There's a bit of blood...They are vampires after all. :)   
Author's Notes: I hope this is considered AU enough. *bites nails nervously*  It's been so long since I've done anything digital painting wise...it's not perfect (the hair KILLED me D:) but here it is :)  I didn't do a scene progression like I usually do when I paint but I can show you the individual layers if anyone is curious as to what it looks like underneath everything.  Also...I apologize for the badly painted blood...I've never painted it before XD

Done for Prompt #3 AU over at st_respect  for Ship Olympics


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Spock/Uhura Awards 2011
Winner
Most Original Fanart



 
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jlneveloff
06 April 2011 @ 10:18 pm

Okay, I admit, I’ve succumbed to the Glee fandom despite my best attempts to avoid it. Although my participation is mostly limited to lurking, I have created a couple of music videos and am currently planning out a long multi-chapter fanfic centered on Kurt.

 

While lurking, I’ve read a few fanfics myself…not many because, honestly, many of them were obviously written by teenage fangirls. Not that all teens are horrible writers….just the ones I happen to come across. But I’ve noticed some…well, frankly, atrocious clichés and tropes that populate the fics, especially where Kurt is concerned (and Blaine to an extent). Although it’s not just the fics, but also fanart as well (¬_¬)

 

And it drives me crazy.   I swear that these certain writers have no idea of characterization…much less met a gay guy before in their life…

 

1) Kurt does not say ‘Oh, my Gaga!” (or any other fashion icon’s name)…He has never ever said this on the show. He says “Oh, my God!” …never ‘Oh, my Gaga.’

 

2) Kurt does not wear makeup. OMG, this one drives me INSANE. Kurt may be gay, but that does not mean he wears makeup… The only time he’s ever worn makeup on the show is as part of a costume for a performance. He’s never worn it routinely. Yes, he has his moisturizing routine but that is not the same thing as wearing makeup.

 

3) Kurt does not wear high heels. The only time he has worn heels is in the season one episode ‘Theatricality’ as part of his costume. In addition, Kurt does not wear girly clothing. Okay, yes, he has worn sweaters that might be considered feminine, but overall Kurt’s clothing style is very masculine, particularly in season two. I believe that all the ‘girly’ clothing was primarily in the first half of season one when they hadn’t quite nailed down his character yet. Kurt’s style has matured and consists of a militaristic style as well as a somewhat punkish-gothic look (I mean, he did wear pants with safety pins down the leg and across the waist…as well as tidbits of so-called ‘bondage’ wear).

 

4) Honestly, as far as I’m concerned, Kurt is not that flamboyant, at least not anymore (he really has matured since season one). That was more true for the first half of season one when he was basically a walking stereotype since they didn’t know the show would be sticking around. Yes, he has his ‘moments’ (as does Blaine), usually when he gets excited about something, and he has interests that are stereotypically considered ‘girly’ but I just don’t see him as that flamboyant. I just don’t. I had a friend in college who is gay (and extremely open about it). He is no where near as well dressed or well manicured as Kurt (he dressed like a straight guy who just didn’t give a flip about his appearance) and he was more flamboyant than Kurt. So, for me personally, when Kurt is compared to this guy I knew, Kurt is not overly flamboyant all the time; only at certain times XD

 

5) Kurt is not a dainty, delicate little flower. I cannot count the number of times I’ve seen writers act as though Kurt is so fragile and is a damsel in distress in need of saving and protection. (¬_¬) Puh-lease. Seriously. Have you even watched an episode of Glee? I love how Chris Colfer described Kurt once; as a “tough guy in designer clothing.” He is not weak-willed. He is not wimpy. Kurt is a strong, tough character; he does not need someone to fight his fights for him. He is a Hummel after all XD.  

 

6) While we’re on the subject of dainty, delicate little flowers, Kurt is not that tiny! I have seen so many fanfics and especially fanart that depict Kurt as this tiny little thing. Kurt is TALLER than Blaine! Not shorter! He’s 5’10”-5’11”! That is NOT TINY! Just because he looks tiny next to Finn does not mean he is a tiny little thing. Finn is 6’3”! He towers over everyone. But on the flip side of the coin, for those writers who have noticed that Kurt is the taller of the two, Blaine does not need to stand on his tiptoes to kiss Kurt. Blaine may be shorter but the height difference is not that great, only two or three inches. I believe that part of the issue with the height difference and why people have trouble accepting that Kurt is taller is that it’s because people see Kurt as the ‘girly’ one and therefore must be the shorter one (¬_¬)

 

7) This one is becoming less true as we learn more about Blaine but still…Blaine is not Darren Criss! Writers will toss in any odd reference to Darren Criss’ past work on A Very Potter Musical or just random tidbits about Darren’s personality. I admit, I don’t know much about Darren but I know enough to know that Blaine =/= Darren Criss. Stop writing in references to AVPM, Darren’s love of Red Vines, the pink sunglasses he’s fond of (Blaine wore them once and never have they been seen since)… That’s not Blaine. That’s RPF. And I don’t read RPFs.

 

8) This one is for all the fanartists out there. Kurt is NOT blond! Or a redhead. He has brown hair. Accept it. And it’s not even light brown hair, it’s fairly dark. Yes, Blaine’s hair may be darker but it’s not that much darker. They both have dark hair. I suppose it could be the artist’s way of differentiating between the two in their art, but there are other ways to do it; for example, Blaine has curly hair, Kurt does not. But whatever you do, please do not give Kurt blond hair…please. I’m blonde, Kurt is not. And another fanart annoyance, Blaine’s complexion is not that dark. Yes, Darren Criss is half-Filipino and yes, it is implied that Blaine is as well. But Darren’s skin tone is not that dark…or green O_o (Yes, I have seen some fanart go a bit too far in the olive skin complexion department). Sure, he’s definitely darker than Kurt, who is as pale as they come, but he’s not that dark. This is almost like when fanartists depict Uhura from Star Trek as white (¬_¬)

 

9) PLEASE STOP WRITING AND/OR DEPICTING KURT AND BLAINE AS HETERONORMATIVE!!!!!!!! This one is the one that really makes me think that these some of these writers have never met a gay guy before. This is a relationship between two guys. Keyword: GUYS aka BOYS. One of them is not the ‘girl’ of the relationship while the other is the ‘guy’. I don’t know about you, but every gay guy I’ve ever known has despised being emasculated and compared to a girl. They are guys. Kurt even felt offended when he felt his dad was emasculating him; when his dad says that it’s easy for him to talk ‘guy stuff’ with Finn, Kurt declared quite forcibly “I’m a guy.” But because most people are used to the girl/guy type relationship, they ascribe those characteristics on Kurt and Blaine. But it’s just not fitting. As far as I’m concerned, based on what we’ve seen so far, Kurt and Blaine’s relationship is probably more equal than any of the girl/guy relationships on the show. 

 

Everything has Blaine being the one who asks Kurt to prom, Blaine proposes to Kurt, Blaine serenades Kurt constantly, Blaine does this, Blaine does that. Why the hell can’t Kurt be the one who asks Blaine to prom, proposes, etc. Why can’t Kurt sing a love song to Blaine every once in a while? To me, all this does is make Kurt the girl in the relationship. And on that note, why does a lot of fanart depict Kurt has extremely feminine? Last I checked, he looked like a guy. Perhaps he can look slightly androgynous at times, but most of the time, he’s very clearly a boy.


But this whole heteronormative thing...? I've seen it in every slashy things I've read.  It's particularly prominent in the Star Trek fandom as well.  I've seen Spock emasculated and turned into the girl more times than I can count and it's irritating (I saw this prominantly during the 'ship wars/Olympics, which is the only time I've read Star Trek slash).  All it tells me is that these girls who write this have never met a gay guy.  At least that's my impression.
 
 
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